June 2008

20 June [01:43] Friday

2 more days and i'm off for a month of work. but effectively flying on sat night since my flight is at 1am.

quite alot of stuff happen over the last 17 days

7 June was pretty memorable i would say.

i got things sorted out. and i've been pretty happy since then.

~jamie~
thanks for all that you've done for me. i really do appreciate.

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i guess it's time to put a stop.i can wait. but i can't wait forever. i must no longer be delusional. there's as much i can hope. it's been 8 months and 2 weeks. time really flies.

i shall continue packing my luggage tomorrow.
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3 June [03:20] Tuesday

i effectively hid at home the last 2 weekends. i'm rather happy that way.

on hindsight. maybe i thought i would understand you. maybe i don't afterall. so what if it's all the time spent. maybe i thought that you would understand me. but afterall maybe not so. choose to see what i wanna see. choose to feel how i would prefer to feel. i just want that little bit of respect. but somehow, i think you took me for granted. now when i sit down to take a trip down memory lane. seems that way to me. when i'm no longer that clouded.

i'm gonna dig out my leaving on a jet plane cd. i miss that song.